I was all set to blog and now that I’m here, I don’t think I have anything to say. It was a long day. We did get to the gym tonight. I did another hour on the bike…hopefully, I’ll do another hour tomorrow, which will help make up for the fact that we were only able to get there three times this week.
Tomorrow is shaping up to be a full day already. I wish there was some way to say “no” more often. I’m such a doormat in that respect, and when I do say “no,” I end up feeling terribly guilty, like I’m a bad Christian or something and then Joey and I have no time together because he’s busy studying and I’ve agreed to do something or another. Sometimes, I think I could definitely be one of those off-the-grid kinds of people who don’t really interact with others all that much. I know it’s not healthy, though, and honestly, I would get tired of myself after a while, I think.
Have you ever felt like there was so much that you wanted to do, but you didn’t know where to begin? I’m really having trouble with that…and when I do know where to begin, I have trouble getting the motivation to actually take the steps to start.
And so ends another blog.
Inner Monologue of a Madwoman 
“Have you ever felt like there was so much that you wanted to do, but you didn’t know where to begin?” Your not alone, I suspect this is a common situation. Some times the motivation is lacking because there is so much one wants to accomplish and only so much time to do it all, that it can easy become paralyzing and then nothing ever commences. I’d suggest picking your top 3 ‘to dos’ and start with one of them. The hardest part often is getting started, after that, the rest will most likely take care of itself. Your “Kili” friend John L