Why Have I No Self Control?

I wasn’t going to eat the cake today. Honest. I packed healthy stuff, but I didn’t pack a side item for my lunch. That’s a bummer. I should have paid better attention to it and packed something other than just my peppers ‘n onions wrap. I’m going to pack better tomorrow:(. But, I’m bummed at myself as always. I think that, tonight, I’m going to go ahead and plan my day out so that I can resist the badness. I’m also going to figure out how to incorporate my food into a bento so that I have lots of variety.

I’ve been alternately getting excited about and being terrified of school over the past week or so. All of the sudden, I no longer feel like the self-assured, smart kid who knew what she was talking about. Every study question throws me into panic…what if I don’t answer with proper grammar (since I haven’t had to use it in five years??)….what if I’m completely missing the point of the question?? I’m going to have to figure out how to get over that, most definitely.

Tonight, I have to turn in my study questions and participate in a discussion for my indigenous literature discussion, and also probably post another post or two in the discussion for cultural studies. I’ll have that reading done by the time lunch is over, so I’m not as worried about that as I was this morning.

What a boring, boring blog. I apologize for that.


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